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[17 Nov 2005|02:25pm] |
| Your Birthdate: November 6 |  You tend to be a the rock in relationships - people depend on you. Thoughtful and caring, you often put others needs first. You aren't content to help those you know... you want to give to the world. An idealist, you strive for positive change and dream about how much better things could be.
Your strength: Your intuition
Your weakness: You put yourself last
Your power color: Rose
Your power symbol: Cloud
Your power month: June |
| What Your Underwear Says About You |  You enjoy wearing nice underwear, even if it comes at a hefty price tag.
You're sexy, in that pinup girl, tease sort of way. |
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[09 Nov 2005|05:04pm] |
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i have to pee.
am i going to get up?
negative.
do i care?
negative.
will i go pee in the next say...10 minutes.
yes. yes I will.
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| yo! |
[03 Oct 2005|05:18pm] |
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hey guess what?
i've been initiated into the musical ranks of the band an Aesthetic! i play keys!!
fuckin rad as hell!
http://www.myspace.com/anaesthetic
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| here we go again... |
[20 Sep 2005|12:36pm] |
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you know, i really think that when you get to a place in your life where you're really content with things, that something shitty will happen and put you in a chronic bad mood. really. remember that girl that was harrassing me a while back...yeah, well she seems to enjoy harassing me and has continued to keep it up. for a while there i thought it was done, but apparently not.
what i don't understand is why she can't just let it go already. what kind of way is it to live your life constantly burdened by something you can't change? it's not healthy.
i haven't done anything to her, yet i seem to be the one to blame for everything that could go wrong in her life. i don't understand what could drive a person to have this obsession. i suppose if you're truly unhappy, it's easier to blame someone else for the things that aren't up to par in your life.
i've had my share of problems too, but you know, i handled them. and they're resolved to a point i am comfortable with. all except for this one.
one more text message from her and i'm filing an injunction against harassment.
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[19 Sep 2005|10:41am] |
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why are people retarded? why is it that they can't follow simple instruction? why is it that people only come up to me at work to ask a question when i have a mouthfull of food?
really now.
the other day a girl asked where my boss's office was (she needed to make a delivery). i pointed to the open door about 2 feet from my desk, and said 'right there'. the girl walked all the way down the hall and around the corner. i'm sitting staring at where she was standing wondering if she really was retarded or if i said something confusing...i think pointing and saying 'right there' should have been clear enough.
about 10 minutes ago a man came up to me as i had food in my mouth. ok. he asked if there was any way he could get upstairs via the office area. i told him no. he had to go back out the door, walk a whole 10 feet and then go up those stairs or take the elevator...his choice really. he asks if there's another door. i respond no. he says 'what about those stairs?' and points out the window on the OPPOSITE SIDE OF THE BUILDING. once again people astound me with their non-logical thinking. the friggin door is right there. the stairs are right around the corner from the door. why are you still arguing with me?
why are you arguing with me??!!!?!?!?!?!?
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| funny story |
[26 Aug 2005|12:03pm] |
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last saturday i was at my friend Koryn's birthday party...super fun!
anyway, after the party I went to my friend Sean's house and learned from two of the cutest gayboys in the would that there is a gay-porn director by the name of bruce la bruce...how funny is that?
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[08 Aug 2005|01:25pm] |
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I find it interesting how things can seemingly be looking up and down at the same time.
Health report:
my stomach decided that it was going to try to escape from the rest of my body by producing WAAAAAAAY too much acid and leaking that acid into the base of my esophagus. fun. good try stomach...i caught on to your dirty little scheme. so now i'm on a daily regimine of prevacid and ranitidine aka zantac....now i don't wake up and have to vomit! exciting!
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| Let's make a list: |
[29 Jul 2005|11:35am] |
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Since I got sick, my stomach is shot. I'm going to make a list of the things I should not eat. If I'm smart, I'll stick to the list.
hard liquor...never does any good...blah. 2+ beers in one evening...nobody likes waking up and puking. eggs...nobody likes to puke up only eggs mushrooms...i puked those up today. that was rough.
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| uuuuuuuuugh! |
[26 Jul 2005|04:28pm] |
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you know when you're so fed up with everything and you just want to swing your arms around and pout. or cry.
i dunno maybe that's just me.
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| so sick |
[13 Jul 2005|05:15pm] |
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so friday i went to the doctor to get back on my meds. and because i haven't been eating, i got really fucking sick....fucked up my stomach bad saturday sunday...urgent care...no help
monday i go back to the doctor and am super shitty so now i'm on a diet of pepcid, gatorade, boost (which is like ensure), and rectal suppositories. fun. until my stomach heals....which i am feeling better today, so that's a good sign.
sigh.
if you haven't seen me at 95lbs before, i suggest you come look because it's freaky.
fuck this i'm going to therapy.
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[06 Jul 2005|02:24pm] |
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Damnit.
Here comes the anxiety attacks.
Looks like it's back to the meds for me!
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| oh hell watch the fuck out for me |
[05 Jul 2005|02:09pm] |
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I have never been so increadibly angry in my life. so angry. words can not even describe.
from the hit single "space man in a volcano"
"[s]he's on the rampage again"
soooooooooooooooooooo ffffffffffffffuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuucccccccccccccccccccccckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnggggggg mmmmmmad.
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| don't mess around with a guy in shades no more. |
[30 Jun 2005|02:48pm] |
uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuum.....let's see. had a breakdown/blackout/random ass text message session....that wasn't good. so the next day i took a "mental health" day off. it was nice. got free icecream at the starbucks. went to bed at 5:30 pm and woke up a 4 am. so I've been up since 4.
went to my old apartment. turned in my keys. despite the fact that I cleaned the shit out of that place, I don't think I'm going to get my deposit back....i'm getting charged for the most miniscule bleach stains on the carpet and for not defrosting the freezer....God I'm glad to be out of there.
but i've got a new pad...a little studio..it's super cute. when I climb out of my black hole you kids should roll over and we'll drink some brews..
and now i'm at work and its' fuckin hot outside.
the end.
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| god damnit. |
[21 Jun 2005|02:48pm] |
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you really do know when things aren't meant to be.
21 days til move out. *find a house 2 weeks til move out. *everyone bails *find replacements 11 days til move out. *old people who live across the street from potential rental house have their house burn down 9 days til move out. *find out that old guy (80s) asks rental guy if he can rent the house. and of course, you can't say no to an 80 year old man who has just lost fucking everything.
so that leaves me with $500, and no place to live. whoo fuckin hoo!
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| fuckin hooray! |
[15 Jun 2005|12:22pm] |
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still gettin the house. two new roomies!!!!
thank God!!!!
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| fuck. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuckfuck. |
[14 Jun 2005|03:04pm] |
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soooooooooooooo, my friend who i'm supposed to live with bailed....2 weeks before move-in. and the other girl i was supposed to live with is the other girl's best friend. so if she doesn't move in, bff doesn't move it. and that leaves me homeless in 2 weeks and 2 days.
fan fuckin tastic.
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| i just want a warm place to crap. |
[13 Jun 2005|12:21pm] |
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So we got the house!!!...to keep you peeps updated, me and two lovely ladies are going to be renting a house in tempe. i'm excited! this place is HELLA CUTE! very condusive as a happy hang out pad. so in a couple weeks we're gonna have a few friendlies over for a cute little house warming gathering full of good times, good music, and good liquor. I'll give you the notice when it comes!
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| oops |
[10 Jun 2005|12:09pm] |
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I think I just added myself as a friend...ah well, fuck it. I am bored. as always, what's new.
you know when you eat a lot of food and you're full, but not to the point where you regret eating so much, and you get really, really tired? That's me right now. I'm full. feeling goood. the fan's blowing air on me. time for a good solid nap.
i hope i don't have broccoli in my teeth.
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